Jangan dibaca. Tq

The thought of him makes my heart ache. I can't stop thinking of the last time I saw him. His large eyes filled with some emotion I couldn't read, and how it left me feeling strangely empty and wanting.
I quit. I'm over you. I fell so hard. I was always there when you needed to talk to someone. So basically, I'm tired of being just a friend or chasing you. So if you want me, I'm here. But I'm done wasting all my time on someone who doesn't care.

I guess it's gonna have to hurt. I guess I'm gonna have to cry and let go of some of the things I love to get to the other side. I guess it's gonna break me down, like falling when you're trying to fly. It's sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life starts with goodbye.

I'm really hoping that you miss me too,

my heart-

I know I should probably just let go,'cause I know that it won't work out and everyone tells me that. So I try to convince myself that it's better off that way without him. But then I'll think of him and remember his smile that makes me melt. And I can't imagine myself with anyone else. And no matter how hard it will be, I want to be with him.